It is so true right.. Anything that goes up has to come down.. so the ‘high’ has to wither and give way to ‘low’ and that’s exactly what seems to have happened
BTW.. I didn’t understand what was so funny about the post below 
that made him laugh and not understand the seriousness with which it was written
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Was thinking will just not disturb him at all at any cost, will not trouble but again today so many people reminded me that I have been left with very few days here and … I gave up on my own resolution and pinged
Suddenly he seems to be too distant.. I know its good for us and thats what would eventually happen but why am I feeling so bad? I thought I’ll never write again, never let myself so open with my feelings “BUT” I thought why lose on the limited time that I have and trouble myself with assumptions and worries and why not ask him directly what is happening?
I know “ideally” the thing I’m going through is NOT right.. BUT …..things change.. stuff happens.. mind wanders… wavers between right and wrong.. wants to go against the rules… doesn’t want to hurt anyone.. but clueless on the way thoughts keep changing…
CHANGE.. everything changes.. situation, thoughts, people, opinions.. the season, the moods, the feelings??
